We can get it together
It is really difficult. My story is not new. It even trite.
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead. It is all about me. It is all about me. Or about us, no matter.
I am not going to tell you about what love is, and the feelings person who loves experiences. Each of us knows what it is. I am going to tell you about distant relationships.
This is a constant expectation, night calls, texts, experience. A thousand miles and poles apart, you have to hope that there is, quite far away he is waiting for you as you do it.
Many people tell me that love does not happen on a distance, and I have to finish it. I rather kill myself than turn into their slave. Why? Because I'm ready to go through all this for the moment when I finally see his eyes.
Whatever happens, I'll leave it all to chance. We have no right to choose whom we love. Sometimes I ask myself why all this happened, why we can not be together. Maybe it's all wrong. Maybe we go against fate. I don’t know. All I know is that it's all for a reason.
Okay, let's look at it all from a different side. It is very hard. Constant quarrels, tantrums, interrogation, jealousy. Reconciliation. And all this via the internet. You can not take the hand on time, give a hug. Being thirsty to see him kills every day. And you think, "What if he found someone Suddenly everything's over?" I can not sleep because of these thoughts. Sometimes I feel I going down and so disconnected. Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted.
Days without him going very slow and long. But show must go on. And I know we will see you in the the New Year night, and a miracle happened. Required.